A blog entry by Callista - read it, it's quite ...

*warning* A semi-depressing post. Don't read on if you will be influence easily. I am in this kind of i-feel-like-blogging-i-don't-like-blogging mood. I look into my Edit posts and realized i still had like 10 drafts there. But i can't seem to find the energy to blog. There are like so many things i wanna say but can't seem to put them into words. Not much vocab in me to begin with (if you understand what i am getting at).Nowadays, it is just me and my whines. I think i used up all my energy whining. Yah, i know i should just stop and get down to work. But i got no freaking idea where to begin. Again i am whining. Impressed myself once again.I keep looking for surprises in life. But i think mostly the surprises are on me. I really need to keep thinking of the happy thoughts *happy thoughts, happy thoughts* . I can't even pen out my thoughts properly. Maybe what i really need now is an English course.I hope you are not feeling unhappy/depress after reading my blog. If you really are, and if you by any chance listen to Chinese rock, try Mayday latest album. Inspiring if you have dreams. I am hooked onto it, but the more i listen to them, the more lost i am.Will pick up myself in no time, i am sure. Just trying to release some emotional knots.